after barbara's mother left and took her strap-on with her, i was horny for dick. because of barbara's cerbral palsy — even at the age of 3 — she often had to sleep in my bed because of symptoms, and so i had to use her crib for fucking and sucking. it was often a tight fit. but a snug 69 — with mobile — can be charming with the right guy. barbara was later bothered by the cum stains — and the filthy stories — and she finally graduated to her own adult mattress — with feeding tube — and i bought a queen for me and the boys. but i still miss that crib and the tight quarters of a close 69. 1999-2000.