

breast drain and other annoyances
andy pink, live from inside your butthole — took my mom to have the abscess in her breast looked at. still haven't gotten a good look at my mother's breast. this (the abscess not my blinded gaze) defers the radiation treatment for a couple of weeks, which sucks, but i guess that's the doctor's orders: follow the doctor's orders, then follow this note — i am feeling much improved since we switched from the im to the po of the haldol. i still have prn too — i must have 600 1mg


"summer of rejuvenation": depression episode
the recent book, "boy delusions: memoirs in queer manic depression," has been published, mailed off to friends (selectively), and enjoyed possibly. it's longer than the other shorter little books, and it's 6x9" as opposed to 5x8" and it's also 600 pp. so it's not really readable. i like to think of it as my personal "ulysses" — and even write about it as such under the foreword and afterword by michael williams — the text is authored by andy pink on the cover and includes a r


The Voice
andy pink, ready for his close-up on the left side below the brow, teeth brushed, flossed, with character cleft chin in perfect position — for all mentally ill people who have stayed inpatient on a psych ward, they will be familiar with The Voice. it is most likely a consequence of clinical burnout, but it is repulsive to hear, esp in the er when you might not be at your best. The Voice is, firstly, dismissive, it treats you as an object, like a number, and makes no effort to


"Homosexual" En Route
andy pink, ici et ailleurs — rich:: i sent the "homosexual" book via post to 1369, you (the store) should probably get it tomorrow. I hope you like. The dedication ensures your anonymity, and the book is pretty good, i think, making interventions that are unexpected. you will like it if you have time to peruse it. just by the by, i sent all 15 books to my advisor, and my former doctor, and i know that you don't have a complete set, i'm not going to send that, as it is too exp


The Time is Now
I do hope we meet soon, i'm really jonesin to suck your dick, and i'm thinking your doggie style will be in action, too. you'll like my dick, you've seem my cock before, it's really nice. it's better than yours. we are probably different in certain ways. we have the same sense of humor. you are smart and educated like me. you're funny, so am i. the main interval may be the aesthetic, hair and clothes, and i won't go changin for you, either. i just ordered 3 shirts and a pair


Rich's Concave Anti-Ass
so you have a collection of jockstraps! nice! i only have a few because i am poor. but we will wear them, and i will wear yours. you must look ridiculous in a jockstrap, as you have no ass, though i'm wagering that you have a really nice dick. i'm also into doggy-style (when i get the juice to anal fuck), and i would say that you will have to work your calves if you want to properly take me. you will have to make a proper entry into presence at some point. that will be your c


bracelets
i think things would be much better if we got (potentially) matching bracelets. i see this as a peace offering after the confusion about the signification of the jason letter citation — it's so jason to fuck with this — so, as such an offering, i propose silver bracelets. we don't have to always wear them — i know you have enough bracelets as it is, they're probably in rotation — but when we get in our battles perhaps we wear the bracelets as make-up make-out fuck gear as a f


Rich, Virgin
rich:: we have to make this happen. you have to just send me your address (text, email) and i'll just come over and we'll chill and then we'll fuck. i do think the virginity is the issue — you say you are "addicted," that you "hunt" whales, but i'm skeptical. you're no more than 25, maybe you're a cruiser, but i sort of doubt it. you said something in the store once, when i was in, that sounded rather virginal, so that has been my assumption, mostly. i think this is the issue


Michael Williams's OKCupid Profile, brief update
yours Profile | OkCupid Michael About Me My self-summary nerf ball! Current goal playing nerf ball I could probably beat you at nerf ball My golden rule no nerf ball is out of bounds I value a sack of nice nerf balls My favorite conspiracy theory toys r us v child world On a typical Friday night I am playing with nerf balls The most private thing I'm willing to admit I'm just here for the nerf balls What I'm actually looking for jocks (rich) PROFILE and be seen by more peop


rich, kid
after writing on the homepage yesterday, i realized that this is stupid: we both like each other, or are interested in each other, nothing really more, even though we have stayed in each other's minds for a couple of years, and we should just meet up and relax and have a regular conversation and see where it goes. i realize the schedule for 2/1 got a little out of sync, which is due to my mother's cancer diagnosis, which has riled things a bit on my end, but have mostly worke



