"As a boy, I was coy. From the age of 6 months, I knew that I was sexually attracted to other boy babies and I knew that I was a queer. I knew what being gay meant: marginalization, ostracization, abnormalization, and oversexualization. But even at the age of 6 months, I was happy that I finally realized, after a long struggle, that I was a gay. But still, growing up, being queer, I was shy with other boys. I kept my penis to myself. I didn't like youthful sleepovers. I didn't like sucking the hall monitor's dick at P.S. 231 in Detroit. I didn't even like jacking off to gay porn magazines with my father. I was shy with my body. I wore a greasy boy size jockstrap to elementary school to protect my penis from the outside world of boys. I changed my clothes in the gym teacher's private office instead of in the boy's locker room. I was a mess with my penis. But, at the same time, I was very free and liberated with my torso. At any chance that I could get, I would strip off my t-shirt or tank top and display my hard buoyant pecs to the world. I started an intense upper body gym routine at the age of 9, and by early puberty I had a colorful massive chest: toned pecs, hard pink nipples, crests and ripples of muscle, and abs so jacked that they could sear a dead chicken. All the gay boys at P.S. 231 loved my hot chest, and our earliest exploration of queerness involved my tight pecs and my washboard abs. But my huge penis was always my own little secret. Then I met Tim. He was the janitor at P.S. 231. One thing led to another and I learned first hand that my penis tasted good in the mouth of an older man. Finally, I began to feel secure about my "melt in your mouth" (Tim) big dick. Ever since, I let just about any guy — white or black — suck my dick. Sure, the guys mostly come at me for my fabulous queer pecs, but with a meal upstairs comes free lodging downstairs. What I'm trying to tell you is: you can suck on my nipples all that you want, but you're also welcome to suck on my cock all that you want. Dude, it's America. It's called Freedom and Choice." Motherfucking free penis included. Peace."

— Alex K.