1369 Coffee Shop, Rewind

andy p, back for another try —

barista #1 (there turned out not to be a #2) and i are officially over unless tomorrow is an exceptional date. he threw “with my girlfriend” across the store — and though he is surely gay: dainty touch, voice, gait — he is a mason, a name which i asked for, but he won’t give me anything else, despite _constantly_ checking me out in the store. sometimes i catch his eye, and he blinks: without beat, looking away. if that isn’t a good a sign of faggotry, then i’m not gay. god, i love faggotry, i like to molest my boy, ease him into it, molest him, hold him, and so on — his name is mason. i lip sang to him for 2 hours, silently, enunciating “you’re in love with a psycho,” wearing my pink max headphones, which are silly, he turned to me at the end of his shift, as i ended the song, after two hours, but he walked quickly away and i didn’t catch his eye. he probably does have a gf, i feel sorry for her, he has so little respect for her.

i will continue my charade at thinking cup for the time being until i find another boy to love. so weird that rich was brown/black hair: i never go for that. i think it was his eyes.

anyway, he checked out the blog several months ago, and checked it out again in march.

1369: drop two new books off at the toy section, repeat the same action as before. not say hello. he has my number if he is still interested.

the sox were doing incredibly poorly last week, and were in last place, but they have revived, and won the tigers series. they are going to the tropicana in fla, rays haven’t lost yet!

nesn has pissed me off with their additional “nesn 360” which is only available online and for a price (above the price of the original nesn). there is possibly something illegal there but i don’t know.

there is a player on the sox that looks half white and half asian, he’s one of the pretty asians (rare) and i sort of have a crush on him.

but my favorite player is obviously triston casas, who wears nail polish. he has a wife at 22, probably the beard, and he is cute enough (the team this year is especially ugly, and though i am a devout fan, part of my enjoyment is to stare at an athletic jockstrap crotch, as everybody knows).

apple music tells me what to listen to and i generally like it.

and to rich:

love, michael

beautiful, no?