1369 Deferred

Hola ghetto kids and your blasters!

Danno and I went to the Sox game last night, and though we prattled throughout the game, touching on such topics as my penis, barista #1’s (mason’s) penis, and dan’s marriage, we somehow won against the jays and are poised to sweep the 4-game series, tonight. for soured bruins fans, there is red hope in boston!

i considered purchasing a red sox bracelet from the corner store — which is ludicrous — and instead invested in a $12 keychain, which is substantial and classic. i am committed to sexually engaging with this chain. perhaps it’s time to display rings.

i realized that dropping three unsigned books at the toy table at 1369 is probably not enough to move rich. i’m thinking now that i should wait till “debt to marx” (from psw) and “system” (also from psw) are finished before doing the innocent drop. although it defers the second move (i’m still exhausted from the first) i think it holds for better chances. so i will do this revised plan, which will defer the drop (contact) till june, which is fine. i suppose there is no real rush on the matter, as he won’t have forgotten me, though he may still hate me.

he must be a virgin to have pushed me aside. i would have been a good one to break him in, but gay men (and older virgins) are a strange lot. this virginity must also be part of a wider fantasy about him that i hold, as i’m sure it’s untrue. what is that fantasy? the plaything font? molesting a little boy? he’s totally unmolestable with all of those decorations, but we might be able to make it work no matter.

bringing two human beings together is like walking on broken glass. it’s also how teaching felt toward the end of my career: gen-z and their political commitments. i hate facile politics. my summer project: to explore each T stop in search of the best coffee shop in boston (meaning: with the hottest boy baristas). tipping is out of control. i always use cash to save money so i’m mostly outside of the circuit of the game, but still.

i apologize to my tremendous readership that i have mostly been away for the last several months but i’ve been in agony trying to finish these books. after the new five that will be completed for 1369 by june, there are five more to complete the series, mostly in volume 2. (the recent psw titles, “perverse” and “(a)sexuality” and soon “system” and “debt to marx,” do not count toward the series, perverse relational cinematic.) i’ve never been good at sex and i imagine that when i finally fuck him it will all be a massive disappointment. if he has a king james the civil union is off. mmm…

love shack shake shack,

mic

ps: miller on friday! and check out these two handsome fellas ready to blow —