Eyes

Andy Pink
May 15, 2023
2 min read

my dearest white who write, andy p, eyes naked in the closet —

my vision was fine on the walk with jeff but then when i sauntered down cambridge street, afterward, on the wrong way to the right way to lechmere, downtown, past north station, then a petty walk, i land at my “thinking cup,” and there he would be, now baseball cap clap trapped back. (now there’s something i can’t pull off. rachel says i can pull off anything, but def not a backward cap. the backward ballsack (yum) doesn’t even work for the worst of the g-zen hispter youngsters, even in this summer, requisite on uo; i’m much too old for this issue in both theory and practice.)

anyway, not for me. i can pull of the bucket hat now, which grated was better last year than today’s wide wash everything, including boon dood. how unfortunate for this regressive, very confused, generation. any gen-z of intellectual street cred would admit the same thing.

i took care of all things eversource and ophthalmologist today (both of those are spelled correctly) and so i am free this afternoon to read and potentially write. there is the book on debt that i want to read, then the balibar set of readings (none of which look any good).

excluding the perverse book, whose unadultered copies (2) are in the hands of me and rich, has been revised (citation issue) and reordered. later, at arrival, i will send out the complete set (6) to tom and lori. my parents already have the full set. rich has the full set (but with the unrevised one volume on the perverse that somewhat sullies his whole set). i would send it to molly but she wouldn’t understand them (or even read them) and she is dead. i will give to dan the remaining missing of his set. so i have two (one) more sets in they buy: maybe send mann copies to complete his incomplete set, risking that he is not dead. or rachel with completing volumes. or start sending books to (eventually) make sets for the two sarahs (“the miller family”) even if it will hurt now

rich should be winding down his stalking of my computer and cell, thankfully, and i think we agree that the second go was not to be. i’ll still write him, but i do hope he steps off, most of the violations are upsetting, even if they are minor and benign.

hi rich: please get off of my compter and phone and headphones. i think you are clever and funny, you have proved it. my last psychiatric episode was caused by this *kind* of thing. it was really difficult. i will occasionally talk about you on the fact sheet, i hope you stop by to read them occasionally. i’m glad we are both mutually bailing, together. it would have been fun.

i have already jerked off today and it’s not even noon! if only my eyes were strong enough to see barista #1 for what he is: a bimbo — but, no matter, a set of tits that i would very much like to suck. ballsack heaven, boys!

look at what mama didn’t give you — !

andy p