Jokes

andy pink, star of his own mic night, enjoying himself without enjoyment, taking a job at nordstrom's first if stand-up routine falters at the mic —

i was at the dog park tonight, with jeff, and choco, the three-legged dog was there, i had put together that his guy, kind of flabby, was partners or bfs with the medical man that i saw in the early morning run to dunkin, and i like the doctor, he's cute, and chatty, which i like. i will try to talk him up next time i see him, perhaps he will be at the moderna park in the morning, seems to drop by early. the two that i am intrigued by — addison and louie — were there tonight and both are comics (she is also a spanish teacher and he is a programmer) — anyway, i told them the berklee student's joke about the dangling penises, and they didn't seem to think it was funny (tim, who was also there, didn't seem to like the joke either). i was sort of ashamed/scared by their response, perhaps it was the delivery, idk. i grilled them on comic life, and that was interesting, i told them that i almost wrote my dissertation on humor but the powers didn't want me to write an actually funny thesis — it had to be in academic style — so i bailed and wrote on lacan and derrida. in some ways, i regret that, as a humorous diss on comedy would be an inspired project, at least i think. anyway, i like addison and louie, and will ask them to dinner or hangout. there is no evidence that either addison or louie is funny.

addison thought perhaps i could try an open mic night, and i think that is possible, i thought perhaps some of the vagina poetry would be interesting to try out. i guess everybody thinks they are funny but probably that is not true. but the proof is on this website, i think, it's hard to kind of describe the humor, i guess dry or absurdist, or perhaps that describes the entire project of the website.

i have hired google ads to advertise my website ($7/day) and so i am hoping that it will generate some traffic (must needed, obviously). i think about boys all of the time — some of the boys on the website section of "boys," but also other boys. over the last two years i have thought a lot about rich, i just fell in love with him, no doubt, he unrequites that interpretation for his own perspective, and so i think about rich. i think it was right to stay away from 1369 inman, i do pass it sometimes but not often and it is almost a traumatic space for me because of the harsh rejection: i really won't go in that store again. but who really knows where rich is, he could be anywhere, likely singapore or sf.

andy is not desperate, but he's not happy with the current situation; rich no doubt checks the site and reads the prolific writing on the fact sheet, but something is getting in the way, i realize i am too excited, but this is an index of his charisma and force (crooning), and so i can't help it, i'm sorry for my effusive vomit, but this is just how i am — like kierkegaard, i mentioned before, and regina, it was meant to be. disney world will arrive (cruise?), and i do want to start up (like a good web design firm) as soon as possible. relaxxx, waiting, and enjoy, andy p.

rich is on the left, i'm not in the shot yet