Michael's Nerves

dearest fans, andy pink here to sip more —

i'd like to stay in my apt in east cambridge. i have the dog park here, which is really good for Jeff and me, and I have friends in the neighborhood that are close and helpful, so that would be good. as i recall from listening to rich's crooning at 1369, he has a roommate, so he and i can't really enjoy ourselves over there much. but we can come here and hang out at 249, it will be fun, the doggie will be around, and we can fuck and suck on my bed, which is small (which will accommodate your massive height) but comf, and we will do well sexing on my mattress. if all goes well, we will reconsider later. i have to be by a dog park, and i have friends there by moderna in east cambridge, this property is lowballed rent wise, and so i think i should stay here. the bed is small. you are small. but i did sleep with a guy in this bed for about a month (when i was living in allston), so it will do the trick for our tricks for the coming time.

issues with rich's vagina:

1. rich's vagina is too big

2. rich's vagina features a rat tail

3. rich's vagina doesn't fear michael enough

4. rich's vagina doesn't have any friends (not true)

5. rich's vagina's parents have never seen it (true)

i still have anxiety that rich will bail at the most crucial intersection so far (a redo, let's say) so perhaps rich could do me a favor and send the email. that would help ease my anxiety. make this happen.

i think living rich mike separately for a yr is a good idea. it's too much. i will walk down cambridge street in the morning to flirt with rich at 1369, and that way rich and i can maintain the extant friendships as this unfolds (hopefully beyond 2026, dickbag). rich will like my apt, it's extremely small, but has a separate entrance with steps that are kind of charming, and Jeff and I do well here. rich would be welcome to come over when he wants for the most part. another thing: rich and i should leave for the road trip* tomorrow night. i won't be able to sleep anyway, and either rich or i could drive the rental, in the unlikely event that rich has a car we can take that. i'm still undecided about destination — it would be sort of weird if rich and i just drove around without an arrival site — but i'm at a loss. it will probably depend on how long rich can stay away and stow away from 1369. anyway, a little nervous, this is a highly contracted flirtation, but i'm glad rich and i can do it. congratutions to me and rich, or as i always say: "boffo, corkeys."

what is your disease situation, slutster?

dude, i must say that you are quite the inspiration for my writing (less reading). perhaps i will inspire rich's hacking and baristaing. i hope so.richie and i have to do some creative collab together. and maybe you can self-promote my books and newly reserved website. had sushi for lunch — which is 230 calories — so i will be down to goal weight blow weight soon enough. i won't eat in front of rich for a few weeks.

i apologize for being a sugarless daddy/brother. there's probably not much i can do about it. i know rich doesn't care about money, but he might. there are no jobs in my academic field — even though i am eminently qualified for a tenure position — so i'm stuck with my current job (which is much less stressful than teaching at berklee and emerson) — so that is the good side, though it doesn't help me very much in terms of financing rich and mike's elite lifestyle. but i can pay my rent, and i have $ for books and clothes and food, so maybe that's all i need. rich must be rich: trustafarian?

okay, send the witty missive, i'll be awaiting it (no pressure) — maybe phone number so we can text? (i wouldn't dare call you.)

peace in the east, michael morgan williams